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I am more than grateful for friends that turn into family.

When we are friend-

We ARE friend.

When we are family-

We ARE family.

When we are love-

We ARE love.

I love the hardest but I won't hate the most anymore - 

because when I hate people, I actually hate part of myself too.

Thank God for allowing me to learn on how to let go.

:)

Tempoh Transisi Transaksi

Transisi perjalanan dari jahanam ke neutral.

Transaksi pembuangan jahanam itu semasa tempoh transisi.

Bermula bila mata dan akal akhirnya sedar

Jahanam cuma menyelubungi

Tak pernah membelenggu

Ahhh lamanya masa terbazir!

Jahanamnya rasa jahanam

yang sudah hampir suku abad membelenggu diri.

Rupanya hanya perlu dileraikan dengan

rasa bahagia yang hadir walaupun sedikit.

Silap aku bila --

Aku sentiasa melayan rasa jahanam

Silap aku bila --

Takut untuk berasa bahagia

Sampai saat kekuatan datang singgah

Ku pegang dan simpan kemas

Takkan berpaling

Kerana kekuatan yang datang dari Tuhan

Tidak berani untuk aku tidakkan

Terima kasih Tuhan

Untuk rasa ini semuanya - jahanam dan bahagia.

Faznali

Anak

Ringkasnya untuk menjadi anak

Patuh

Taat

Mendengar cakap

Anak ditatang dengan penuh kasih saying

Diberikan segala ala syurga

Dipujuk rengek dengan permata

Sanggup menjadi penipu demi mereka

Kalau boleh hidup mati dibagi padanya

Tapi

Bila anak sudah tahu dunia

Ladang syurga dicampak hina

Ladang syurga dimaki keji

Ladang syurga dipandang jijik

Jijik?

Apa lupa anak keluar dari mana?

Ladang syurga jijik atau anak yang jijik?

Pain & faznali

KASIHAN

STANDARD

Society and their living standard.
At this age, you should;
-get married
-have children
-own your own house; and
-be a people's pleaser.
I'm sorry
I'm just not one with golden heart
to fulfill all the wills.
I'm also not a heart reader.
To know everything you feel.
I'm just a mediocre girl
that chose to live without any standard boundary
just because she can :)

AKU ADA TUHAN

Setiap kali aku cuba mengeluh.
Aku diam.
Dan aku cuba fikir.
Kenapa aku harus berbuat begitu.
Aku ada Tuhan.
Aku ada Tuhan Yang Maha Kuasa.
Aku ada Tuhan Yang Maha Hidup.
Aku ada Tuhan Yang Maha Segala-galanya.
Rasa itu aku kumpul kembali.
Aku sembah harapkan segalanya padaNya
kerana;
Aku ada Tuhan.

People

People are life;
they are human being,
they do evolving.
So, don't wait untill they have completely changed
to a better person,
for you to love them,
Love them from the start.
From their very beginning.
Their flaw and
their stupidness.
Cause you are like that too.

THINGS

I want things to stay as it were;
That beautiful flower.
That long yet joyful conversation.
That warm laugh.
That healing love and tenderness.
That unconditional relationship.
I miss all of that.
Can't it just stay?

DISABILITY

Handicapped is what should people call me.
Cause I have to live 
with the disability
to say NO,
for any help that I could attend.

THE JOURNEY

10 hours back-to-back
In a four wheel we travel
To a place that we have stop go for quite some years before

It's weird that I don't really get annoyed when
Hearing you both (mom and dad) and we (lil sis and I) argued all the way long

Maybe we just miss each other so much
Until we felt sooth hearing things that once annoyed us most

That turns me to remisniscing
the old good times memory;
when the car can fits nine people,
three and sometimes four at the front
and the rest at the back,
travel every year - during Hari Raya for 10 hours.

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